fragile
April 20, 2007 by estelaaque
Friday. Downed 4 bottles already. Feeling slightly bolder to express my anger and frustrations. La lang. I’m one angry bitch lately. and rightly so. what do I care if I am understood or not. What the hell! I know I could use a break.
… my eyes are getting better. i wish I can forget. With all my heart I wish…
… I still wish it’s a different Friday. i was really looking forward to it. but its not. and it’s driving me up the wall. Depression is my familiar. I wish otherwise.
… they say the way to living is by being optimistic. but as always, keeping your hopes high feels like you are ripping your heart with your own hands.
… I don’t want to cry. Not at all. It’s tiring. But it’s beyond me…
Is a weekend break really too much to ask for?
