Life as I Know It

i remembered the recent entries in our high school egoup.  and as expected, when a new member is added it triggers another round of reminiscing about the good old days.  in the midst of all the kantyawan, a friend noted how suplada i was back then.  and i gamely corrected, suplada isn’t the right word.  to me, maldita would have been the more appropriate word.

that’s how i see myself.  and even my bestest friends and families cannot agree more.  i thought that’s the worst that i can say to myself.  recently though, i discovered an even darker side.

patience.  understanding.  tolerance.  empathy.  loyalty.  narissa.  they don’t sit well together.  not in my vocabulary.

i am spiteful.